Divine Plan

My journey has been difficult. I had an opportunity years ago to be present at several Channelling of The Nine, which was later in life to serve me well.

I was told that there was more that I was to do. (I had no idea at that time what it was to be and I'm still not sure)

Something I was told by "Mouschiak", which is Hebrew for Messiah, when I inquired about how to rid myself of my Ego, has been helpful. He said "concentrate on love and the ego will dissipate of its own accord"

The final helpful words I was told which have helped me over the last 20 years is:

"You have passed through a door and it is onwards and upwards from this day forward. At times you will feel like you have gone backwards but indeed you have not"

I have never forgotten these words and they have helped me through some very difficult times. If you read my book you will know what I am talking about.

Presently I feel I am becoming more detached from everyday life although a part of it. (only a part)

Strangely though I am very emotional. I laugh unexpectedly (at something funny of course, not for no reason or they would lock me up lol), and I cry both for joy and sadness. 

I have had an experience of my Christhood in that I had a deep realization that I am Christ. I mean this in the sense that I was never really separated from the Christ mind and I have come to know this not just with my head but also my heart. After this experience I had one from the extreme polarity of fear. It was so strong that it almost overwhelmed me. I chose to stay with it and not fear fear itself. After a time it dissipated.

I am thinking that this fear was really covering up my real fear of realization of my Christhood. It was, perhaps, a ploy of the Ego self to distract me. Who knows!! I leave it in Christ's hands.

I do my part by reciting the Archangel Michael prayer of protection and visualizing myself covered in blue and white light. Then I recite my Violet Light affirmation "I am a being of violet fire, I am the purity God desires.

Love and Light

Ann